They best comes from you when you are sad
Lately I have been busy with life – office and some activities,
I am busy and enjoying my it too
I did not feel any reason to be sad, so I never felt any reason to write anything.
Some how all my posts come from my soul when I am upset and away from the world?
When I am upset I start thinking about this world,
I start thinking about the multiple reasons
My mind was again lost in thoughts
In fact my mind was engrossed in a very big dilemma
Remove or Retain
By now I had realized that life is never 100% happiness so whatever I decide I have to do that on cost of something else
I knew both the decisions will make some people happy and some people really sad
I knew both decisions will make my soul unhappy as the burden of upsetting others was killing
Whenever I close my eyes, I fear of darkness inside and when I open eyes for light I see nothing but darkness-
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In fact my mind was engrossed in a very big dilemma
Remove or Retain
By now I had realized that life is never 100% happiness so whatever I decide I have to do that on cost of something else
I knew both the decisions will make some people happy and some people really sad
I knew both decisions will make my soul unhappy as the burden of upsetting others was killing
HI
JUST WANTED TO ADD SOMEHTING
THE SCRIPTURES DESCRIBE THIS PLANET AS "DVANDVA" A PLACE WHERE DUALITY CONSTANTLY EXISTS WHICH YOU HAVE TO ALWAYS CHOOSE BETWEEN TWO THINGS ...IN YOUR LANGUAGE
EVERYTHING HERE IS BINARY
U EITHER CHOOSE A 1 OR 0.
ALSO THIS PLACE IS CALLED "DUKHALAYAAM"WHICH MEANS A HOUSE FULLLLLLLL OF MISERIES.....
ITS LIKE A PUSTAKALAAY(LIBRARAY)
NOT ONE NOT TWO......INNUMERABLE BOOKS
SIMILARLY "DUKKHAALAY" IS NOT ONE NOT TWO MISERIES... INNUMERABLE..........
ALSO WHAT WE TERM AS HAPPINESS IS NOTHING BUT ABSENCE OF MISERY,JUST A DARKNESS IS ABSENCE OF LIGHT..(IN ACTUALITY THERE IS NOTHING CALLED AS DARKNESS)...SO EVEN IF YOU SAY THAT FOR SOME TIME THERE IS ABSENCE OF MISERY WHICH MAKES ME FEEL GOOD...
THE SCRIPTURE THEN DESCRIBE THIS PLACE AS "ASHSHWATHAM" WHICH MEANS TEMPORARY....
SO EVEN IF WE ENCOUNTER A PHASE OF LACK OF MISERY ITS TEMPORARY AND IS BOUND TO FINISH AND THEN COMES MISERY AGAIN.....
SO BASICALLY WE TRY TO LOOK OUT FOR SOMETHING OVER HERE WHICH IS NOT PRESENT HERE AT ALL....
ITS LIKE SEARCHING FOR WATER IN A DESERT AND RUNNING AFTER MIRAGE...
I CALL IT "FOOLING OUR OWN SELVES"
BUT AS YOU RIGHTLY KEEP ON SAYING....
WE ENJOY BEING LIKE THIS....
LORD BLESS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You reminded me of one an article
"Darkness within Light" .
In this article , i followed the same path as you followed in ""They best comes from you when you are sad""
Read it if you get sometime
http://thedarknesswithinlight.blogspot.com/2008/02/darkness-within-light.html
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